Eww.
Am I really such a creature of suggestability? Just cause it snowed, I didn't want to get up? Didn't want to get dressed? Can feel the restriction in the chest that makes it hard to breathe? Want to swallow the whole bottle of pills? All five of them?
The lack of sun accompanied by the sudden and swift depression made me doubt San Francisco for the first time. I've been tracking their temperatures.... maybe I better track their sunny days too.
And the pain is back now that the steroids are done.
My phone is back on tho, thanks to SanFranMan. It had been turned off cause I was stupid and forgot to change my plan when they quit doing the free long distance 24/7. So my last bill was about $50.00 more than usual cause I went over the minutes. But when SanFranMan paid it... it was only $38.00 - there was some sort of reimbursement from the state. Which is nice, but irritating that I didn't know, because I didn't have a phone for about a week and it drove other people crazy. I could have paid the $38.00 myself, had I known. This government - just keeps on giving me money for having MS. I'm so lucky. Yea.
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