Is there someone is your life whom, when you hear  or read the med heads of advice telling you when you're spose to have this or that test for the prostrate, colon, breast or whatever it may be ... do you immediately think of that person, absolutely convinced that he/she has got to go get that test I M M E D I A T E L Y, because you love them so much, you hate the idea of them not being in your life because you didn't press upon them how important they are to you and you don't want to take any chances on losing them? 

I do. 

It's not easy when you hardly talk to him , tho.  And even tho he's spose to be out of my heart, I couldn't stand it if he wasn't in the world. 

Don't. Want. To. Think. About. It.